well hello havent updated a journal in over a month not that many ever really care tho. lol.

my little lovelies i do hope things are faring well.
( hahhaaaaaa..... :s )

i think this journal is pretty random myself. not much to talk or rant juss yet.





___________BASIC GENERALIZATION OF MY LIFE:____________



-of course everyone gots their issues

-family problems

-stress/emotional too

-productiveness = fail (on some part)

-combating people obstacles (literally)

-give some one a reality check (working on that)

-make self aware of real world issues (needs work, need to care)



____________________END_________________ ____[so far]



tone: sarcastic
yeah!



anyways i got sum yummy classes. =3
i hope it all turns out great. i got a feeling this year is going to be interesting.
since i already got some change cravings. 8D


i need baby powder.
why?
ants.

lots of luffles.
lators~






i need income/car... =/

ah~
the things we do.




TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU
1. Are you single? - nuu~
2. Are you happy? - yes
3. Are you bored? - no
4. Are you sad? - yes
5. Are you Italian? - no
6. Are you smart? - yes
7. Do you like someone? - its beyond that
8. Are you blonde? - no
9. Are you Irish? - yes
10. Are your parents still married? - no


TEN FACTS
1. Name – i daresay...
2. Birthplace – CAwnfidential
3. Hair color - dark brunette
4. Hair style – true natural curls when i dont do anything with it, BUT i straighten thems
5. Eye color - brown and gotten lighter over the years; i have green at the bottom of my eyes if that might make a difference
6. Birthday - VIRGO
7. Mood - all of them; its beautiful
8. Favorite color? - blue, green at forefront but i loves them all
9. Where do you live? - i've right to my privacy
10. Left or right handed? - a Righty


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Are you ready to find someone? - yes and found
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? - could but logically no
3. Who ended your last relationship? - no one
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? - of course
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? - yeah
6. Last place you went on a date? - movies
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - Yeah but it never went beyond that
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - [ NO ]
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? - yes
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - i think


TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust? - [[ LOVE ]]
2. Car or motorbike? - carz
3. Cats or dogs? - catdog
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? - Both
5. McDonalds or burger king? - hard one P:
6. Pepsi or Coke? - coke
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? - romantic wild night outs with nice calm settling in the end
8. Money or Happiness? - Happyness =3
9. Night or day? - Night comes first then comes Day
10. MSN or phone? - i like to hear peoples voices when i talk to them =]


TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out? - nope
2. Been skinny dipping? - um no.
3. Done something you regret? - yeah
4. Bungee jumped? - no
5. Lied to someone you love? - rhetorical question
6. Finished an entire jawbreaker? - nope, dont think i've had one
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? - hmm...thats tough considering i've none
9. Cried because you lost a pet? - yup
10. Wanted to disappear? - once now i want to stand out


TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made? - mom
2. Last phone call you recieved? - jess
3. Last person you hung out with? - my sis and bf
4. Last place you went? - the tower plaza, saw UP
5. Last person you tackled? - my hubby =3
6. Last person you Im'd? - charlie
7. Last text message you received? - i dont have text
8. Last time you got flowers? - my motheh
9. Last person you miss? - rephrase that
10. Person you wanna be with right now? - my hubby


so
now you know some things about me,
tell me about yourself =3


you know you want to do it.
you've probably done it while you read this, why not post it. =]

chow!

hahaha
i have a right to my privacy.
but this is what i got in thee end. =]
try it if you want.




[ ] smoked.
[ ] consumed alcohol.
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had someone in your room other than family.
[ ] watched porn.
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL:

[ ] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[ ] lied to your parents.
[ ] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[ ] done something illegal.
[ ] felt hurt.
[ ] hurt someone.
[ ] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL:


[ ] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab.
[ ] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL:

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.(whats that?)
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything.(flowers! XD i know that doesnt count)
[ ] wore black nail polish.
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[ ] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL:

[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL:

[ ] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[ ] been called a slut.
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL:

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised on mail.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[ ] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[ ] caught something on fire.
[ ] lied about your age.

TOTAL:

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police. (almost did because of my stupid older brother)
[ ] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] been harassed.
[ ] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL:

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[ ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[ ] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[ ] been to a fair.
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[ ] prank-called someone.
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[ ] cheated on a test.

TOTAL:

GRAND TOTAL:

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

yup, thats rite.





i wish the best to you fathers out there or beginning fathers, don't shy away is all i can say. don't be afraid of showing some emotion its much appreciated from the counterpart.


you gals out there love your man, hes doin the best he can. im not sure on anyones situation out there but i hope that differences can be set aside and we can remember all the great things that have happened in our life we can appreciate and not take things for granted.


spread the love you all. i think we all deserve it.


happy fathers day!!!

even if your not a father!! its the so called "male" day. just like mothers day. im not a mother yet i had people say happy mothers day to me. infering that mothers day is a "female" day to celebrate the women just like fathers day is for the men.




i think you get what i mean.















LOTS OF LUFFLES!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, yes i do.





and never have i felt so free of my containment.


as a self evaluation, i feel as if i've come over
many personal obstacles.


I'm now learning to break old habits which are not
all that great.




and I'm appreciating things more than i already do.
i know I'm growing and its a stunning thing to see yourself
change.





I'm satisfied and wish to continue to influence and help in any means.
like a close mentor to a student. i feel I've set things in the right track.
and i feel comfortable with that.






and more than anything i will continue.






continue to be...











...me...